Love...ever thought of Love or lets say ur Loved One as a pen?? haha seems lame?then give some thought bout wat i'm gonna say...Try this..hold a pen with 2 fingers..stick it out..n tats a definition of the start of Love..Now dun ever take tat hold for granted..In time,u nid to learn to grasp the pen tightly together with ur remaining 3 fingers..to ensure that the tight hold determines the strong Love between u n ur loved one..wat happens if u dun learn to grasp with ur 5 fingers?well simply put,there might b a third party to steal that pen away from u or then again,if u took that pen for granted,he/she might just slip away from that 2 fingers of urs..never to return..Trust me,u never want to see that happen..so cherish ur loved ones..for as long as u can..grasp Love tightly,protect ur Loved ones with ur Life..and always remember that a strong grasp ensures that ur love is safe from being stolen,but being too strong(lets say being a control-freak)also brings a relationship to an unimaginable catastrophy..

Dont rush Love,the more u rush the more complicated it becomes..so just go with the flow n it'll come naturally..

So,How long will i be waiting...until the end of time...??
I dont knw why i'm still waiting,i cant make u mine.. *putting a smile,even when the pain inside is unbearable*

Labels: I asked God to give me strength to pull this thru..coz i already knew tis Love Story wouldnt end with Me and You..

Ponder upon this..
I never knew there would b a better tomorrow
but u've come into my life n taken away all my sorrow
My days of sadness are a thing of the past
because i hav found true love at last..
My days of emptiness are gone for good
because u fill a void in my heart that u should
You've open a window
You've shown me the light
And my Love for u will continue to burn bright..

So wat do u think of this poem?some kind of heart throb who's head over heels over his/her partner?hmm nicely written but too bad i dont believe in this poem...so would u agree with the saying..Its better to have love than never..? coz i sure dont..ok wat do i mean by this? ppl talk bout being in love as a huge un explainable n sensational feeling tat a person could encounter rite?but tats just some idiot who interpreted it tat way..so wat i'm saying is..a person who quotes tis must already hav been rejected by a girl/guy rite?he/she wouldnt hav come up with this quote n might hav led a better less hurtful more enjoyment kind of life if it had not been for that so heartwarming yet heartwrenching word called 'Love'..yes its true tat without love we wouldnt exist am i rite?i mean our parents fall in love n so on the fairytale ending kind..but hav u stopped to wonder as well tat some of our parents were having arranged or forced marriages,n some of us are born just so tat grandparents were happy to knw tat they had a grandchild??so c'mon..love doesnt play apart in any of tat..its just damn stupid..so i'm just saying..for my case,i hav strong doubts n disbelief in love as i had girl's toying wih my heart for watever reasons for the 4th time(damn foolish rite?i knw)so i'm not sure bout love anymore..especially when now,i just lost a war even without tryiing to win a battle..wat can i say?love has to be mutual,i love her,she doesnt love mec coz she loves him,n i'm sure he loves her..n everyones happy.. tats always how it should be n forever will be..i dun wanna fight since it will only complicate things,not make it better :D

Labels: Happy ending for the 2 lovebirds..

1. Besides your lips , where is your favourite spot to get kissed ?
My Ass,if u can reach it tat is..

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?
Agitated since it isnt the weekends?

3. Who was the last person you took photo with ?
Cant remember,long time din take photo with anyone..

4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled ?
Wat do u tink?do i look spoiled?(say yes n u'll be killed by my bare hands)

5. Would you ever donate blood ?
To a hot chick?sure..to a not so hot one?i'll reconsider

6.Have you had a bestfriend who was an opposite sex ?
Nope,not to the extent that i have any best friend ever in my whole life..

7. Do you want someone dead ?
Sure,those bad people..who has no conscience..

8.What does your last message says?
ouh,wouldnt u wanna knw..(my mouth is sealed)

9. What are you thinking right now ?
Wishing i was the guy she loved;but since i'm not,hope she's happy with him..

10. Do you wish someone to be with you right now ?
Question not specific enough,if u mean by Megan Fox,tat would be 110percent yes :D

11. What time did you go to bed last night ?
tat would be at 10 30pm after bidding gd nite to this silly girl i knw of :D

12. Where did you buy the t-shirt you're wearing now ?
Your parent's Tshirt store,cool isnt it?

13. Is someone on your mind ?
If Megan Fox,i tink yes ah..coz besides her,sure got alot.. :D

14. Who was the last person who texted you ?
Amalina!!

15. Tag 8 random people to do this survey .
If i have to tag (8) person,some wouldnt do also,so no point..n lazy to tag them..so whoever read do ah,dun want not my problem..

16. Who is (2) having a relationship with ?
Not applicable

17. Is (3) a male or a female ?.
Not applicable

18. Say something about (1) .
Not applicable

19. Who is (5) to you ?
Not applicable

20. Describe (7) .
Not applicable

21.Is (4) attached ?
Not applicable
22. Do you hate (8) ?
Not applicable

23. What if (6) and (8) gets together ?
Not applicable

Labels: survey from aishah

Hmm 4th day of Bowling,and today,i stayed on till 6 pm!cool,But Singapore!! both the Boys team n Girls team got 2nd..alrite,i gotta say gd effort on both teams..but i'm amazed at one of the Gold medalist in the boys team...at 1.4 plus metres tall..short boy wearing specs..wow he was sure a surprise to me at winning 1st in the boys event...got to see the only malay singaporean bowler,n if i'm not wrg,her name was Jannah,n not too bad..she's cute when she's blur as well when she smiles haha but budak Singapore Sports School..its undstdable,tat they're very sombong.. :D so after 6pm went home la..wat else?n tats all for my day,i'm off to bed for an early nite since i din had any shut eye yesterday nite...so damn pain tis stupid annoying headache..so nites ppl..

There comes a moment where u can judge a persons reaction,feelings towards u n when u knw tat feeling isnt there...its wise to give up..i knew her feelings arent for me,but y do i continue in false hope?so it is true tat love turns ppl into fools..coz i'm such a fool to hav had these feelings for someone who only treats me as an option;not a priority..when wat i feel for her...is beyond imagination..

Labels: You'll nvr knw since u nvr cared..he's the only guy in ur heart..the one u miss n the one u cherish every sec with..

''Life is a Maze and Love is a Riddle..'' Anyone agrees with this statement?yes?no?maybe? I for once feel its so so true..Life is a maze due to long journeys full of obstacles just so u get to the next level,but not knowing where the end would be...And Love is very much a riddle to me as,trying to figure out love,is like trying to solve a riddle,or solving an equation tat equates to an irrelevant answer..at a point,its easy to be solved by some,but at another its very difficult to be solved by others..Timing is part and parcel of a Love Equation am i rite? hmm guess my time is up,since another male soul has just beat me towards winning a girl's heart..so its neither almost nor a but..it never was..hmm nvm then,the only option left is? Drop The Girl.. :D

Drop the girl,coz she aint worth my time,my heart was played by her n now left broken n bleeding.. Mistake: Shouldnt have made her my priority when i was only an option to her..The one she looks forward to everyday is the guy,i'm just the last choice or an alternative,out of pity she texts me..and thinking back its so true..should have just leave the lovebirds alone..gosh i'm such a fool :D Since Love is a condition in which Her happiness is essential to my own..i'll just pray tat ur happiness with tat guy,lasts forever and always.. tat'll be all.. :D

Labels: My wishful thinking an deep feelings can only get me hurt not joy..

2nd day of being a volunteer for the Asian Youth Games today,n so..woke up today..got myself makin my exit out of aunt's house at 6 10am aft bathing..reached the country club at 7am n got ready la..ouh did u knw yesterday one of our Singapore girls got Gold for bowling in her singles yesterday..?dunno?go read newspaper la..dumb dumb..hmm so u still wanna guess who won todays Girls Doubles Event?Needless to say,Singaporeans la.. :D Good job girls..but i'm not so particular on our girls..the amazing team for me was the Thais! yes at the start they were reali shaky i tell u..but one of the girl erm she goes by the name Saebe,Yanee no. 204,did i mention she was a petite n cute girl as well?haha ok enough,i mean she stood out,she contributed the multiple strikes that made the Thais leaped from bottom half to 2nd after 6 games had ended!!!wow..now the team reali deserves admiration from us now people..wouldnt u agree? anyways after that not much happen since it was the Boys Doubles Event...i'm still straight not bisexual so left the field of play,headed to the venue ops centre n get ready to go home..n so i did..texted a certain someone..she replied n then? absolute silence...haha :D funny i tell u..text again at nite to check whether she was still busy..n then she replied so tats gd :)

Labels: Silly girl, tats who she is.. :D

hello hello hello!! Welcome to the Live Broadcast of the Asian Youth Games,n today rite at the site of the the action ur with yours truly,Mujahid! woo hoo! :D ok cukop...gosh i'm getting nore lame every single day..well my post for today ppl is well?random..but then again let me share more bout wat i did today..Woke up at 4 today ppl..then cant go back to slp..bummer,but wella gd cause as i got on the Mrt to Yishun at 5 3o am..just so i could take bus 811 to a bus stop..tats still much much further away from the bowling arena called Orchid Bowl,which is located at Orchid country club...stupid..the place reali deep into suburbs or sumtin..long walk from the nearest,n i do hav to emphasise,NEAREST bus stp..but it was worthwhile when i reached the venue operations room or easy said,the SLACKING area..coz of air con la..eh,even volunteers nids breaks wat..hmm so the bowling thing started at 9am all the way till 6 i think..n wow the action there?one word..intense..so i was only doing voluntary work..not as those stupid secondary students as usherers but the supervisor..i so wonder y i got this post..but who cares?as long as i can slack wat..make full use of air con room *wide smiles*n at 2pm..my voluntary work was done..only for the day..still got till next monday..everyday volunteer..no pay but at least i'm killing time :D

**Was supposed to ask a certain someone,silliest someone i ever met *laughs*out today but...like i told her before..tis would b the time when i'm a fool asking her out at an awkward timing..silly me..so easy said,din get to go out with her..there's always a nxt time rite?erm maybe?maybe not?err..i dunno..

This is the part where i go..
...When i feel i almost ask u out...but...

Labels: but i dun tink i'm her one.., I was wishing she was the one